small matter went big -_______- fuck lahh..

yesterday after school, i helped mush,myra,kim,ama n others colour the kain batik..
my baju kurung got stain of colours! haha..cant come out unless use klorox -____- but then my hs doesnt have that.. so i guess i'll have to buy new baju kurung for school
if not..mmg tde lah bju kurung to wear to school..
eventhough im in class account, i colour like damn til it has stain on my baju kurung -_________- mush,myra n kim kena only like a bit of colours and mine were kinda a lot -_____- tlalu focus lahh..aiyoo

its been a tough day for me yesterday and today..
yesterday fought with my mum n brother..they missunderstood and small matter went big!
ya..u shouldnt have said that to me.. my meaning is not that.. think 1st what am i going to talk bout, not the other way round.. -_________-
think negative so fast..just shut the hell up and im done and not in this world anymore.
pretend im not here..

rather die than living....life is meaningless..dont you think so?