True love
doesnt have
a happy ending...

True love
doesnt have
an ending...

im moving :/




im kinda sad because im leaving..yes u heard me..im leaving

its so far :'(
i only left a year with my friends :(
i dont know what to do...herm....

1st time meet florina,watch New Moon *hehe

okay..where do i start...herm.oh ya! its like this :DD

on wednesday night,florina called me and asked me to overnight her placeat puchong in a last minute..
as we planned actually i was suppose to overnight tomorrow which is on thursday..but then things change to last minute because we tot after having our movie,we're going to hartamas to shisha on thursday.. but then the shop close because of hari rye haji..

then,yesterday i did overnight at florina's hs but b4 that,she picked me up at my homie straight we went to hartamas with her sister :)
i had funwith them..saw many hot guys c(: *hehe
we went back at 5am in the morning! its tiring but we did had fun xDD
we talk and talk til we get tired and we woke up at 2.30pm (:

the next plan as we were gonna do,
i and florina 'dating' together watching New Moon and the show starts at 7pm sharp at midvalley!
but then we were damn fucking late! we got ready at 5pm..after that, then while we on the road from puchong heading to midvalley,it was hell yeahh..its fucking jam -________-"
so we missed the show like 30mins..
we arrived then we ran to the cinema..but it was ok.
i enjoyed the movie..but then i hate the ending..
oh yeahh..i hate it..u want to know y?
this is how the endings looks like...

"Bella, will you marry me?" says Edward.
-The End-

It was shit right! haihh..kinda dissapointed..but i want to watch second time..hehe :p
and so i guess i'll just wait next year for the next movie.. :)
*thanks for everything <3333



u could see a smile on my face now,hehe c(:

lets move on...im sure things will be better.. (:
im happy the way i am now..never been better..

p/s: cant wait to overnite at florina's hs and gonna watch new moon with her at midvalley! yey!! xDD

pheww......





EXAM IS SO WAYYYYYYYYY GAMEEE OVERRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!

FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!

just left one more year

its okay aless..
be patient..
left one more year..
after one year,thats my future
and thats it!


im moving out...
!
no more being crazy..

nurul izwannie <3 :)

wani,thanks for listening to my story..
i appreciate a lot..senang and susa we help each other right?

thnk you for everything..thanks for cheering me up today <33

making my life miserable :(


Im not happy..why?
because there's no happiness..
is it important?
yes! of coz indeed..its all i ever wanted..
why is it so hard to have it?
is it cause i dont deserve it?
im sooooo sad... :'(

i know she wants the best for me n my future..
she wants me to be easy..
i know that..i know all..
but only she doesnt see it in me..
why?because im not close to her..thats all...
she's like wants nowdays like the old days..
she must understand my situation and era now...
im not like her old days..
she just doesnt get it..
im very dissapointed with her and she's very very dissapointed in me..
she wants me to be perfect but i cant be as perfect as she wants..
no one can be right?
mybe she went wrong ways in my eyes..
im only 16..and next year is my only year and thats it..
my future...
i know what im going through, i've planned through the early days..

she just dont understand me :"(

its almost 6am and im not asleep yet! CooL! HAHA ;P



Does everyone deserve a second chance?
- maybe,depends

Have you ever lost someone who meant a great deal to you?
- of coz

What were you doing an hour ago?
- playing true or dare with amee,kim,enna and ***

Are you happy?
- hell yeah..heeee (:

When was the last time you talked to the person you last kissed?
- half an hour ago HAHA

What's the 1st thing you do when you're mad?
- be quiet and lonely..

How many people do you actually trust with everything?
-erm...six

Is there someone that you believe you will always be attached to?
- yep there is (:

Are you thinking about a certain person right now?
- yes..heee ;P

Honestly, do you hate the last girl you were talking to?
-of coz no..

Last thing you ate?
- magie goreng mamak and roti pisang..hehe :p

Would you rather choose truth or dare while playing "truth or dare"?
- erm..dare HAHA

Do you know anyone with the same middle name as you?
- yes yes,my classmate! haha

Do you have any hidden talent?
- im not sure act

Has anything exciting happened in your life lately?
-yes! playing dare just now with them

If you were to die today do you think everybody on your top friends list would care?
- maybe...hmm

Are you emotionally strong?
- honestly,no..

What are you doing?
- ntg..boredddd -____-

Are you friends with the people you were friends with two years ago?
- er...kinda

Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
- my mum

Are you busy tomorrow?
- yes,studying..monday is acc exm -__-" boohoooo

How many times have you kissed the last person you kissed?
- triple kot -__-

Has anything upset you in the last week?
- yep,bout friends :(

Do you hate the last person you kissed?
- no

Are you generally a happy person?
- yeahh..aha :p

Does sex mean love?
- to me,nahhhhh...

Are all of your friends virgins?
- hope they're..hahaha

Do you think you can love someone without trusting them?
- hell no

Do you want to see somebody right now?
- yes yes (:

Think to the last person you kissed, have you ever kissed them on your bed?
- nope

Is there anyone who doesn't like you?
- of coz there is... -__- go die then

Do you wish someone would turn up at your front door right now?
-yes pls.. heeee

When is the last time you cried?
- erm...cant recall

Will this weekend be a good one?
- yeahh :)

Describe how you feel right now in one word?
- fun

Do you find it hard to trust others?
- yes

Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?
- YES! haha

You're trapped in a room with your most recent ex for 3 days, what do you do?
- grambling kot! hate it..

Don't tell me lies, so where's the person you miss the most?
- at amsyar's hs..haha

Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
- yes i do :)

When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was your first thought?
- everyone's getting older day by day

Do you open up to a lot of people?
- yes yes!

Do you trust all of your friends?
- No

How many tattoos would you get?
- One kot haha, teringin ;P

Is there a girl that knows everything or almost everything about you?
- definitely yes

How often do you honestly cry?
- depends..

How much money have you spent today?
- rm50

How many scars do you have?
- dunoo.. -__-"

Would you kiss anyone you have texts from in your phone?
- of coz lahhh HAHA

How's your heart lately?
- never been better..

What are you doing tomorrow?
- studying

What are you looking forward to?
- Happiness

Are you listening to music right now?
- No

How long can you go without your phone?
- erm, mybe a month..hebat kan hahah!

Who last called you babe or baby?
- er...my azurain :)

What pissed you off yesterday?
- nothing act

What are you supposed to be doing right now?
- sleep! now its 5.49am kot! AHA..

When was the last time you felt unbearably guilty?
- last week

Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with a K?
- YES

How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?
- 26 or 27 or above HAHA..career minded? yes i am..

Have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms?
- nahhh

Do you know anyone who is pregnant?
- yes,the teachers -__-

Do you still talk to the person you last kissed?
- yeah

Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
- once :P was rushing! aHA..

Are you happy with life right now?
- yes.totally :P

Are you currently jealous?
- err..yes no yes no haha

Have you ever broken someone's heart?
- yep

Something you really want right now?
- my azurain be by my side :)

ice cream day with meyra! <333 heee!

Today after school,meyra and i went to carrefour
bought cookie n cream ice cream,whipped cream,
chocolate syrup and smarties...HAHA ;)



then,later that we went to amsyar's hs..
azurain came later..
we rest for a while,meyra asked us are we hungry or not.
.
then,meyra cooked for us nasi goreng..

makan makan..tgk tv..
after mkn,
wait for a while because we're full..heee..

then,meyra pun ajak makan ice cream that we bough
t..
this is wht i made! HAHA


and
this's what meyra made..

What a day! :))

that stupid experiment made me sad! argh!!


Today..at the end of the exam...
bru aku tau aku buat slh -______-
sptutnye tulis silver but aku tulis copper -_______-"
mmg b*bi oh.. knpe lah aku tk focus sgt kat arahan tu..haihh
tk boleh dah nk buat ape..dah lps dah..all i need to do is be patient.. *sigh!
i thought my chemistry is gonna be just as perfect as i thought because paper 2 n PAPER 3, i almost can answer..
but only that f*cking experiment....make a problem! jezzzz.............grrr

exm today,aku tdo time bio :P


Today, add math paper is finaly n totalllllyyyyy OVER! no more seeing add maths! c(:


had biology paper today...1stly,ble aku bukak kertas bio tu, sumpah aku tcengang and ttau nk jwp ape..
aku blur je..aku bukak mke surat ke2 dan seterusnye..mule2 aku tk dpt nk jwb..byk lah jgak aku biarkan kosong..
last2,warm up dah..pk blek smula then igt ape yg aku tau,aku tulis jwpn dia..HAHA
cm ape je oh..cm hampir satu kertas tu aku ttau jwpn dia -____-"

exm tu is 2hours n half right..i've "finish" it in an hour and the other one hour, i did nothing.Sitting at my place,looking here n there..then left 35mins..and that 35mins, i slept! haha :P
i was bored+tired..so i took a nap..eventhough smlm aku tdo awal kot.pkul 10.30 aku dah tlelap dah..
hee..

ble exm nk hbs ni ? -__- tk sbr lahhh grrr

hmphhh


well,i didnt do well today in my add maths exm.. -__-
because byk soalan i tak buat. ppe jelah..tetap fail gk

maths paper 2 today quite okay..
i can do it..
em,2mrw sej n bio..
sej byk sgt lah kne bce.. -__-
haihh..

add math PLUS maths 2mrw! -_____-"

esk add math n math -___-
sumpah satu hari ni,aku tk ckp ppe n just diam..
why?
because im worried n thinking bout 2mrw's exm..
what if i cant answer?
but then,i've study add maths alrdy..
kurang skit rsau aku tu..
but maths plak aku tak stdy.. -__-
nasib lah aku esk.hrp2 aku bole buat.

alaa..stdy ke xstdy sme je sbnrnye..
tetap fail -______-"

p/s: im seeing numbers right now...